It's been a while...

It's been forever since I have even been able to write in here and I missed it.. I liked writing cause it helps me vent.. I read the most amazing blog the other day and it deffinatly helped me see life in a whole knew perspective. It was by Ben Pobjie, and it was just the most amazing thing that I have read.

But thats not what I came to write about.. what I am here to write about is the fact that I am sitting back as I watch my past become my past and my future to form into something bigger and brighter.. And I am amazed to see it all. I graduate in 12 days and its unbelieveable... I cant even beleive that I am graduating and I am starting my future and I will being my own life. I am so happy, sad, anxious... Just everything its something that is mixed emotions. When I started high School I hated it, I didnt like meeting new people and I was afraid.. as the years went on the time got better.. and now I am senior and I am going to graduating and leaving everything that I had done in high school..  I met new friends, I had lost good friends, I had seen hurt, I found love, and I have been through more than anyone. But I think about it, I'VE MADE IT. I am here I am aproching graduation faster than I have ever expected..

I've been able to fine love and not many high school people or even just anyone doesnt even get to find that and I was lucky enough to find that.. I was lucky to call someone mine.. the past 16 months I have watched this particular person grow, i have seen him form into the person he is right now and I am so Proud of him.. I am not sure if he even knows that.. or if he understand and just thinks I am saying it because I am "suppose to" and the thing is.. I am not saying it because itss the nice thing.. I am saying it because I mean it.. I mean the fact that I am so proud of him for what he does and I want hin to know that. I want him to understand that I am telling the truth and that he means everything to me and that the things he does amazes me.. I tell him but sometimes I think he doesnt truly know.. I have never been so Proud of someone in my entire life, Watching him grow and seeing the talent he has makes me so happy that I can say that I am his girlfried. I am so honored and Love being that girl.

I am so ready for graduation as I am sad.. I am going to miss EVIT and all my friend and most importantly the Teacher that has taught me soo much. high school has shown me so much  in my life an it will take me far. I am thankful for everything high school has done for me.. I will not regret and I am able to accept everythign that has happened to me.. I love my life and the people that are in it...