Amazing weekend

Between yesterday and today I had such a good time. Yesterday was my 19th birthday and I feel so much older than that because all I've been through. But I'll take 19!(;

I went to work in the morning and they brought in cupcakes! Then I went and got free Dutch bro's and free Starbucks! At dinner I received the best gift ever... I'M GOING TO DISNEYLAND! I am so excited because I've never been and it's such a special gift from special people! This is defiantly a birthday that I will NEVER forget! I loved ever single person I spent it with and it was just amazing.


And then today was another great day to the weekend that started off amazing. Sarah and I both took faith and cooper to a festival in QC and we had a blast. It was nice to get the kids out of the house and allow mommy to relax. And faith had so much fun, she got to bounce on the bounce house,, ride a pony, and a train! I love watching little kids that have nothing to worry about and no cares in the world enjoy themselves and be able to play like faith did today!

I couldn't be more blessed with my life. I have two great jobs, amazing living situation, and overall amazing people in my life!!(: happy girl!

The journey has just begun..

Everything can change in the matter of minutes and it can be for the best or for the worst. My life has been changing since the day I was born, but now is when this change is starting to become my reality.. I am out on my own. And it is going to be like a roller coaster filled with emotions, experiences, and NO regrets. I am ready to begin my journey and spread my wings and soar to great lengths and achieve everything that I have my mind set to. We are never promised a tomorrow and we have to make the best of the day that we are living in. Make it so you have no regrets and you enjoy everything I do. I am ready to show the world what I can do and I will have no one stop me or under estimate the ability that I have.

This new journey with out my mom living with me will be hard. But I know that I am always with her in her heart and she only wishes the best for me. This is my time to shine and it is time for me to show everyone what I can do and that I am independent. I am ready to do things on my own and rely on nobody but myself. This is my future and my life and no one can live it but me.. The obstacles that I face will be new experiences that I will have to over come with all that I have. This blog will be my ability to express what I am going through and to help me stay positive and encourage me that I CAN DO IT!!!! Because as I stand to take those next steps towards MY future, I realize I have the ability to spread my wings and fly, soar as high as I can get.